I've been really depressed this weekend. I don't know why. I think it's because I feel like my trip to Maui set me back to square one. I gained back all 30 pounds that I lost before I left. I didn't go to the gym at all this weekend. I've only been there 3 times since I've been back. I guess I feel like it's such a huge mountain to climb, what's the point? I've been a fat fattie all my life so I'm used to it. I've given up on trying to wear cute clothes.
I don't know....I'm just whining I guess. I'm in a pretty big slump. I knew this wasn't going to be easy. It's not like I'm gonna cancel my gym membership. They charge like $300 to cancel! Probably a good thing, otherwise I would've canceled awhile ago.
Anyway, sorry to be Debbie Downer but I really needed to get all this shit outta my brain and into the thin air that is this blog.
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Oh, Julie! Don't be so down on yourself. We all fall of the wagon. Just get back up, and go again! Sometimes, I have been told, our failures make us stronger. If so, you and I should be able to bench press a million pounds! Keep going! Dacia
Keep your chin up girl. These negative feelings will pass and you'll be glad you didn't waste your time by giving up. We're all here cheering you on! Keep your focus on the POSITIVE things! You CAN do it!
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