Friday, September 25, 2009

legs are not my fave

Saw Antonio again today and we did legs. It was rough! (Just the way your mother likes it, Trebek!) I really had to push myself to the limit and beyond. I hate it so much when I'm in the moment, but afterward I can't believe what I just did and I'm so happy. I never give up, no matter how badly I want to. I'm actually really impressed with myself. I'm doing things I never ever thought I'd do. Even though I'm not doing a huge amount of workouting, I'm doing a huge amount for me. I never get off the couch, I never get out of bed...I never do jack shit. So the fact that I'm even walking from my car to the front door of the gym is amazing in itself. 

I went out with my BFF Rach, her huz Nate and our awesome new friend Libby tonight and I was asking them if I'm ever going to enjoy the gym. The consensus? When I start seeing results, I'll love it. So I'm working my ass off and waiting for those results so I can start loving the gym. Woohoo!!

I'm so excited for this weekend because for the first time in months, we have NOTHING planned. Absolutely nothing! No dinners, no events, no out of town things. NOTTTTHINNNGGG!! We've been busy just about every weekend since Memorial Day and I'm definitely ready for a break. I'm hoping I'll get motivated and go to the gym both days, but we'll see. I actually don't mind going in the middle of the day because no one is there and I don't feel like everyone is staring at me. 

Anyway, here's to the weekend! I love you weekend!! :)

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